I am SORRY

I am now on the way back to S.P,my sweet home>.<

Sitting in the car for hours and hours

my brain couldn't stop thinking of him

yea,it's him

not the one I like

but the one I hurt=(

I've done a fault

the biggest,worst,and unforgivable fault that I never did in my 15 years life

and the 16th year,I did it

I am regret

I never blame myself for so much>.<

I try my best to explain,to communicate,to make him happy

but it seems useless

as I said in the previous post-sometimes thing could't be returned to the starting point once it happened

well,it's true,isn't it?

although he isn't angry me or blame me

yet I know

I know I've wrongT.T

I am fed up with myself!!!

argh!!!

I shouldn't listen to others,shouldn't!!

I am trying my best,to return ur confidence onto frenship

I don't know whether it works

I don't know whether right or not

I don't know whether you'll hate me or not

I just trying my best...

hey,if you're reading this post

I hope there won't be a negative thinking appears in ur mind

you are good,just our mind not mature enough

I am not lying you,or trying to console u as well

do u still keeping me in your heart?

are we good friends still?T.T

well,no wonder wat answer is in ur heart,

I just want to tell you,

you are my good friend,forever and never ends!!