rocker's love

Stop missing him please
huh
I got to beg and please myself
for not missing him anymore=(
everytime,when my heart has told me that"yeah gv up,yes!!",yet after a while,my heart will tell me:"no,u still missing him.cannot"
shit
what the fuck
why?huh,the only reason is,I can't =.=
well,I am just citing a reason I know,I just dun wan to....lost him.
no
way
to
lost
him
!!!!

I know he doesnt think of me anymore
I know he doesnt even care for me
I know he just wants to concentrate on his studies
I know I am not,I am not the one,who he likes anymore
erm...
it seems cruel for me to accept these
but as a ROCKER,as a girl who got its own attitude,
heee
I just admit ,"I still like him"=D
no way to force me to forget him at this moment.
and OF COURSE,I won't do anything for him again too,heeee=D