yeah~

This is a photo,which taken by webcam=.=
yeah,it looks NOOB=D
I LOVE NOOB
I heard Mayday's 突然好想你 on the FM tonight,in the car
well,I feel like tuning the radio to another station
but,I didn't do this=X
because,I scared would get scolded,haha
erm..
I tried to listen to the lyrics
words by words
I couldn't stand listening to this song..
not cos of hate it
but...just..bad memories all would flash out in my brain=(
I felt down while I was listening to it

but,just after the song
"ring"
I received a message,from my good friend
she told me that ,
he is a kanasai,and asked me not to unhappy cos of him
I should appreciate what I've now
but not try my best to get that which isn't belonging to me again..
erm.
yeah,quite true
I should remain in my position
and look back
look back
look back
yeah,I still having lots and lots of things
I know I am not a good girl
I know I am not the best one
I know I am not the preetiest or even the kindest
yet I still got other people who like me
hmm~I should appreciate all these
and not to look at him,or even wait for him again..
cos my heart always tell me: worthless.=(
although it seems sad to make me think like this
but I am just trying to find a way,
to make myself relief
please,DON'T EVER THINK OF THIS AGAIN=D